Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Focus: Dad
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Everpresent Conundrums.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Chipped Teacups
Monday, June 6, 2011
Complexity.
The root rejects its host - it longs for the uncertainty
married to the bride that is freedom.
The host's piercing energy unravels involuntarily--
instinctively attempting to capture the renegade parasite which now seeks flight.
Roots are destined for stagnancy,
entrenched in the darkness of the cold, coarse ground.
Why flee the warmth of the sun? The radiance it promises?
The irrational allure of freedom is the answer.
Life: a linear spectrum of gray matter: rarely black and white.
Life and death, sun and shade - an omnipresent fusion of extremes.
Absolutes make it too easy.
We must live the questions.
Life: A dizzying array of colors, a precise inventory of formulas--
intricacy battles simplicity.
In the end, majesty won.
Friday, June 3, 2011
Re-Examining My Biggest Inspiration
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Broadening.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Punk Rock, Thoreau, and Learning
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Longing and Simplicity
Thoreau's most commonly reiterated point is the value of leading a simple life. He has tremendous faith in the notion that an individual who leads a simplistic life will be the one to garner the most contentment. He claims that "There can be no very black melancholy to him who lives in the midst of Nature, and has his senses still." I love how Thoreau capitalizes "Nature," as if it is has a signature persona all its own with personified qualities of generosity and pacifism. He can proudly say, "I have never felt lonesome, or in the least oppressed by a sense of solitude."
I used to remember longing so badly for Thoreau's admirable sense of calm and collectivity. When I lived in New York, I tried my hardest to reach some semblance of peace from my loneliness but was never able to do so until the day I moved to California. In asking, "Can we not do without the society of our gossips a little while under these circumstances,--have our own thoughts to cheer us?" Thoreau critiques the commonness of everyone seeking pleasure and stimulation from external sources. The most valuable skill to acquire is the ability to be at peace with one's solitude, for in life, you really only have yourself. It's the most difficult ability to achieve but the most helpful because it will give you a sense of fulfillment in being able to produce a sense of belonging from directly within yourself.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Thoreau and Real Education
It's amusing for me to think about the correlations I see between Thoreau's gripes with society and the complaints I had about prep school. In Walden, Thoreau poses a question which reminds me of the Mark Twain quote, "I never let school interfere with my education." Thoreau's question is, "What is a course of history or philosophy, or poetry, no matter how well selected, or the best society, or the most admirable routine of life, compared with the discipline of always looking at what is to be seen? Will you be a reader, a student merely, or a seer?" I see a correlation between the two quotes because both imply the value of acquiring knowledge through life experience and practical applications of one's experiences, rather than solely absorbing institutionalized education which often contradicts personal gratification. Back in New York, I was continually ostracized by students and administrators for poking holes at the information which my school wanted to hardwire into my mind. Thoreau boldly asks, "Why should we leave it to Harper and Brothers and Redding & Co. to select our reading?" I respect his posing of this question because it is not up for the institutions and media conglomerates to which we submit ourselves to decide for us what information we should take in; it is up to us to navigate through the variety of portals we have at our fingertips to discern what has bearing on our lives.
On a related point, I've always been an advocator of healthy provocation to simply reinforce the notion that one's thoughts can always be refined. Thoreau notes that "We boast that we belong to the nineteenth century, and we are making the most rapid strides of any nation. But consider how this little village does for its own culture. I do not wish to flatter my townsmen, nor to be flattered by them, for that will not advance either of us. We need to be provoked--." Healthy provocation, when exercised efficiently, is the key to breaking the delusions in which people live. While there is no doubt that our society has made extraordinary advancements socially, politically, and economically throughout history, the recent Wall Street crash was partially a result of people who got too comfortable abusing their privileges. Getting too settled into one's comfort zone can be dangerous, and to provoke is to send a genuine reminder that change is constant and we must embrace it to progress.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Excursions.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Imagination
Thoreau had heard many stories about the bottom of Walden Pond, or rather, the lack thereof, and had to see for himself. His reasoning for doing so can be deciphered from his statement, "It is remarkable how long men will believe in the bottomlessness of a pond without taking the trouble to sound it." This thought process is beautiful because it's a metaphor for so many beliefs that humankind possesses regarding infinite versus finite means. The "bottomlessness of a pond" to which he refers could be replaced with the concept of natural resources in today's world, such as oil and other amenities that we have endlessly been consuming. Now, we are faced with the realistic fact that the road of consumption has an imminent dead end.
He discovers that the maximum depth of the water was approximately one hundred seven feet. Astounded at how remarkable a depth this is for such a small looking area, he poses the question, "What if all ponds were shallow? Would it not react on the minds of men? I am thankful that this pond was made deep and pure for a symbol. While men believe in the infinite, some ponds will be thought to be bottomless." Thoreau is remarking upon two things here. Firstly, he realizes the unflinching belief of mankind that things are everlasting. From the notion of the afterlife to the consumption practices mentioned earlier, it would be much more practical to go about something with the mindset that nothing lasts forever, or that all good things must come to an end. Secondly, albeit slightly contrary to the first point, he is remarking upon the infinite capabilities of people to achieve great things. Even though our resources are finite, our imagination is infinite.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thoreau and Manson
Sunday, April 17, 2011
More Thoreau Commentary
Reading "Where I Lived, And What I Lived For," perhaps my favorite chapter of Walden, is as refreshing as it is painful. Thoreau extrapolates upon certain ideas which he holds to be essential in life, and creates an ideal portrait of how we should live. It is delightful to read because it makes me feel validated - almost as if Thoreau would applaud my development as a thinker, because I really resonate with much of what he says. It is also difficult to read because it reiterates how far the masses have digressed in terms of vigilance and true engagement with the world. At the same time, Thoreau provides some advice which I found to be a bit puzzling while reading this section. He advises, "...I would say to my fellows, once and for all, as long as possible live free and uncommitted." Living freely is something I completely understand. Contrastly, I assumed that Thoreau would proclaim the opposite regarding commitment. I imagine him the type who would deem an existence where one is committed to something (not necessarily a person, but an idea or cause) to be the only type of life that has meaning. Then I read further and realized he probably agrees with me on this score, but simply meant that one should never be stuck in a state of mental stagnancy. He speaks of "renewing thyself completely each day," so he is trying to get across the idea that living freely means never being dogmatic and settling too quickly once you have found your niche. Such a level of comfort can sometimes be dangerous because it is when we are unsettled that we strengthen our search for truth and meaning. Therefore, being too situated in a comfort zone can often translate to closing oneself off from further growth.
Again, I must reiterate how inspirational Thoreau's opinions are, but they bring me to such sad realizations. He knows "of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his life by a conscious endeavor," yet I see so much apathy around me in regard to improving one's station in life. I, too, fell prey once to a demoralizing state of being that prevented me from "elevating" myself. I feel that I've learned how destructive apathy can be, which is why I try to make a conscious effort to analyze the negative components in my life and configure a way to correct them. Still, there are a bit too many people who become devoured by the sin of complacency and forget that change is constant. This line of thought reminds me of the title of a Dead Kennedy's album called "Give me Convenience or Give me Death."
Friday, April 15, 2011
Thoreau and Punk Rock
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
"Nature" by Ralph Waldo Emerson
My favorite line of "Nature" may just be the following: "These enchantments are medicinal, they sober and heal us. These are plain pleasures, kindly and native to us." This line is immensely powerful because it iterates how the remedy for most modern ailments can be found by appreciating that which was here before us, and that which will be here long after we perish. The everlastingness of nature must enchant us at a deeply personal level because despite modern medicine, despite the revolution incited by the antibiotic, there is still a sacred, mystic healing power of a peaceful yoga retreat in the Himalayas. For me at least, even something as simple as a picnic in the grass leaves me nostalgic for some reason in a way that going to the movies or arcade will not, regardless of who I am with. This sentiment reminds me of another one of Emerson's quotes: "We never can part with it; the mind loves its old home: as water to our thirst, so is the rock, the ground, to our eyes, and hands, and feet." He is referring to Nature and how its presence is something that will always be imbibed within us no matter how distant we may physically be from it.
One line in particular made me think of something Thomas Jefferson said. When Emerson claims, "Cities give not the human senses room enough," it made me think of how Jefferson greatly valued an agrarian America. He saw those who worked the earth to be the "chosen men of God" and he hoped with all his heart that America wouldn't industrialize to the degree which European society had because he observed how Europeans seemed to "eat at" each other. This may very well be because industry, or other trends of modernization, suffocates us in ways that only Nature can liberate us from.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Questions Thoreau Makes Me Ponder:
Friday, April 8, 2011
Transcendentalism.
Henry David Thoreau's words ooze with undertones of malice for the emerging corporate ethos which he saw to be dominating American culture. Still, in his time, I'm sure he maintained that this emergence was not as all-permeating as it is today. A beautiful chapter of Walden entitled "The Ponds" details all the splendor and beauty of the simple things Nature has to offer anyone with a keen eye. He talks about amenities such as coffee, teas, butter, and how so many people work incredibly hard to be able to purchase things such as these. The key, however, is that he implies how the lives that the masses lead are wasted in trying to acquire material things by toiling day in and day out. He mentions, "But the only true America is that country where you are at liberty to pursue such a mode of life as may enable you to do without these, and where the state does not endeavor to compel you to sustain the slavery and war and other superfluous expenses which directly or indirectly result from the use of such things." I take this to mean that with the propensity to acquire which inevitably grows out of capitalism, Americans still fundamentally have a choice about what kind of life they want to live. You can choose to submit yourself to the capitalist system and "work hard to eat hard," so to speak, or, you could resign from that way of living, just as Thoreau had, and seek fulfillment someplace else. I think he is saying that if you choose to spend your days in a traditional manner which entails finding an occupation to take up your days, endlessly bonded to a cycle of ceaseless work and subsequent consumption, then you may find yourself "enslaved." Still, at the end of the day, you can choose to opt out. I do not think such an option is nearly as easy today as it once may have been. It is unfortunate but the forces of socialization which condition us to submit ourselves to the aforementioned cycle are so incredibly strong that it is not feasible for the common person to withdraw from it and seek a life of fine quality elsewhere. It is not impossible, but it certainly takes strong character.